amaotonovel Chapter 228 Yellowed Diary
Chapter 228 Yellowed Diary
After Feng Xiaoman left, Yun Ning stood there for a long time.
It was a hot summer day, but she felt as if she was falling into an icy cave.
My hair stood on end and I was shivering with cold.
At this moment, a pair of warm hands held her shoulders: "Yun Ning? What's wrong with you?"
Yun Ning suddenly came back to her senses and met Gu Sili's angular face and gentle eyes.
She shook her head and said unnaturally: "No, nothing."
"Then go back."
Gu Sili supported Yun Ning's waist and shared the weight of the fetus with her. "The weather is getting hotter and hotter. Go out less in the future. If you want to eat anything, go directly to Sister Xu. The doctor said that you can actually eat some junk food in the late pregnancy."
Yun Ning pursed her lips, knowing that Gu Sili thought she had come here again to steal snacks.
Thinking of the conversation with Feng Xiaoman, she took a deep breath and suddenly said, "Gu Sili, maybe it's because I'm going to be a mother, I miss my family a little bit too."
Gu Sili stopped walking, his expression obviously a little unnatural, and then he said: "It is indeed easy to have wild thoughts in the late pregnancy, but you should pay attention to adjusting your mood, and everything will be fine after the baby is born. Besides, I have told you about your family's situation before, and we can't meet."
"..."
Yun Ning looked at Gu Sili's deep pupils and said nothing.
Yes, Gu Sili did tell her that his father was missing, his mother died, and his brother fled abroad, and they could not be contacted.
She also trusted Gu Sili very much at that time, and in order to avoid sadness, she never asked the specific reason.
But I never thought that the reason was Gu Sili.
Yun Ning remembered that a long time ago, Lin Xiaoxiao gave her a number.
He also said that if she wanted to know the truth, she should call this number.
Yun Ning had a bad impression of Lin Xiaoxiao at the time and thought she was trying to sow discord, so she didn't take it seriously.
But I forgot a saying: There is no wind without waves.
Yun Ning clenched her palms and tried to calm herself down.
But the turmoil in my heart is like the raging waves of the ocean, difficult to calm down.
She felt like she was standing at a crossroads of fate, excited about the truth that was about to be revealed, but also afraid of the unknown consequences behind the truth.
Yun Ning thought about it, and then said to Gu Sili, "Since I can't see my father and brother, can I go to the cemetery to see my mother?"
"No."
Gu Sili denied it categorically.
The next second, she felt that her tone was too blunt, so she coaxed him in a gentle voice, "You are pregnant now, it is not suitable for you to go to the cemetery. After you give birth, we will go to see it together, okay?"
The man tried his best to make his expression gentle, but still showed an air of brooking no resistance.
There was no way he could let Yun Ning go to see her mother.
Not even after production.
It is hard to guarantee that this huge sadness and emotional fluctuations will not remind Yun Ning of something.
He and Yun Ning are now in the best situation.
He will do his best to protect this beauty that is as fragile as bubbles.
No matter what the cost.
"..."
Yun Ning stopped talking.
But the decision has been made in my heart.
She must go to her mother's cemetery.
We also have to find the missing father.
Gu Sili can no longer be fully trusted now, she can only trust herself.
……
After Feng Xiaoman and Yun Ning finished their conversation, they went straight back to Dongcheng.
She placed the photo on the table and said to Chu Zheyuan, "I have completed the task you gave me."
Chu Zheyuan looked at Feng Xiaoman's determined eyes and knew that she had done a great job.
He did not hesitate and extended his hand to his men.
The man respectfully pulled out a black leather diary from his bag.
Chu Zheyuan handed the diary to Feng Xiaoman and said, "This is your brother's diary. Perhaps you can find out the cause of his death from it."
Feng Xiaoman's heart suddenly felt like it was entangled and tightened by thorny vines, and blood began to drip.
She took the diary with trembling hands.
Turning over the worn black leather cover, the white paper inside had turned yellow and the edges were slightly curled.
Familiar handwriting comes into view.
It is definitely my brother Feng Dashu’s handwriting.
Feng Xiaoman suppressed her heartache and slowly began to read.
9 month 1 number.
Today is the first day of my graduate school and also the first day of my sister’s freshman year. We both got admitted to our ideal schools and majors, and I hope that the days ahead will be better and better.
9 month 25 number.
Today is the first time that my classmates and I meet my mentor, Professor Zhao.
He had been abroad for academic exchanges and studies and has just returned.
Professor Zhao is a great figure in the medical field, with rich theoretical and practical experience. I am glad that I can learn from such a teacher. I will work harder in the future.
10 month 2 number.
It's 11 o'clock at night and I just came back from Professor Zhao's house.
I go to his house at 8 o'clock in the morning to clean, pick vegetables, cook, pick up and drop off the children, and help them with their homework. I have been busy until now.
My classmates in the same group have finished the experiment and gone home.
I also want to study and do experiments with them.
Maybe Professor Zhao is too busy recently. After he is done with his work, I can resume my normal study and life.
12 month 1 day.
Ever since Professor Zhao asked me to come to his house to help, until now, I seem to have become a full-time nanny for him and his family.
I was responsible for driving, paying the heating bill, and even cleaning the toilet.
Even during the winter vacation, I couldn't go home and had to stay in school so that Professor Zhao could be at his beck and call and work like a slave.
Professor Zhao said that he did this to train me and temper my will.
Is it really the truth?
As a graduate student studying for a master's and doctorate degree with a sound personality and an IQ slightly higher than that of an average person.
Professor Zhao's remarks sound very funny to me.
But people under the eaves have to bow their heads.
The graduation of a graduate student has a lot to do with his or her supervisor.
I can't graduate without Professor Zhao's approval.
If you can’t graduate, you can’t find a job.
If I can't find a job, all the efforts I've made in the past few years will be in vain.
So, I must be patient and patient, and the difficult days will always pass.
2 month 1 day.
Today is the first day of the Lunar New Year.
I had already booked a train ticket to go back home to reunite with my sister, but when I was about to get on the train, Professor Zhao called me in a hurry.
I thought it was some urgent matter, so I quickly returned the ticket and rushed to Professor Zhao's home.
Then he told me that he wanted to eat a dim sum in the south of the city and asked me to queue up to buy it.
By the time I bought it, it was already past 7 o'clock in the evening.
Some families have already set off fireworks and firecrackers.
The air was filled with a strong smell of gunpowder.
The streets and alleys were filled with joy.
But I was in a hurry and didn't have time to see the beautiful fireworks. I climbed the stairs to the 18th floor step by step and handed the snacks to Professor Zhao.
He put the snacks on the table full of delicious food, said "thank you for your hard work" to me who was standing at the door, and let me leave.
By the time I got back on the train, it was already ten o'clock in the evening.
My sister complained to me on the phone, saying that I didn't spend New Year's Eve and New Year's Day with her.
I'm very sorry.
My sister spent New Year's Eve and New Year's Day alone. She must have been very unhappy.