A Romantic Story of a Girl from the Qin Dynasty

Chapter 339 Centrifugation

Shimi sneered, then stood up and looked at Ying Zheng in front of him, his eyes full of sadness and pain.

She didn't say a word, but walked up to him and looked at the pair of eyes that made her heart move. These eyes used to be full of love, but now... they turned into suspicion.

In the war between the two countries, Shimi never thought that she would be affected. Now she is in a dilemma in the Qin Palace. She can neither say nor say anything about the attack on Zhao. Yingzheng's unreasonable concerns and suspicions have been brewing for a long time. , finally surfaced and turned into a fierce quarrel.

"Is this the only thing your Majesty can imagine?"

Shimi sneered, and her tone was not low-key, but rather teasing and contemptuous. She smiled and raised her right hand to cover her raised lips.

"What do you mean?"

The sinister eyes had looked at other people before, but had never looked at Shimiya. But now... these cold and ambitious eyes were staring at her, as if they wanted to see through her from the inside out. He studied her thoroughly as if he was peeling her skin off to her bones. Shikiya once thought that no matter how suspicious others were, no matter how contrary they were. And I and Ying Zheng, whether it is feelings or positions, whether it is the past or the future, are tightly bound together. The one who was once willing to leave everything and stay here alone was not because of his love. Commitment with practice?

Smiling, Shimi's eyes were a little red. She endured the grief, unwilling to give in or show weakness. She still sneered and asked slightly choked.

"Shi Yi's letter clearly stated that she was going to look for Wang Jian. Wang Jian had been out of touch for a few days and she was always in a state of confusion. Unexpectedly, she made a mistake and left the palace without permission today. Your Majesty did not send anyone to chase her back so as not to delay the military situation, but instead came to question her. Did I communicate secretly with Li Mu? What? As the Queen of Qin, do I still want to treason and cooperate with Zhao Guoli and foreign affairs? "

She took two steps forward, with a sense of hatred, and asked word by word

"Do you have such distrust in your professed queen?"

"The relationship between Qin and Zhao is tense, so I have to think more about it."

Ying Zheng felt a little guilty being stared at by Shimi, not to mention her eyes that were filled with tears.

"Haha, think about it more, so I am the object of your suspicion? Ying Zheng... In the thirteen years of the Qin Dynasty, how have I ever left you? You have been in the world for thirteen years, are you so confused by power that even the people closest to you are so confused? Can’t tell whether it’s good or bad?!”

"I……"

Just as Ying Zheng was about to refute, Shimi asked again aggressively.

"Thirteen years of staying here in the Qin Palace almost killed me! Thirteen years of giving birth to children for you, why have I ever asked you more about your affairs in the government?! Li Mu and I have not seen each other for thirteen years. How can I write a letter under your nose?! In the past thirteen years... you have never given me even the most basic trust, have you? So the person I have been with for thirteen years is just a monarch, not my husband. ? You have reason to doubt others, but I didn't expect you to doubt me! I am your pillow person, and you don't even have basic trust? Could it be that the years you and I have been together, our friendship day and night, in your heart? Have you always been suspicious of me? Have you never been honest?"

"No, it's just that Wang Jian has never suffered a defeat when he marched and led his troops. This time he was suddenly ambushed. I... plus Shi Yi has always been calm and he suddenly left the palace, I..."

"So you doubt me?"

The two argued, Shimi's tears rolled down her face, she gritted her teeth and said again

"I have stayed with you since I was fifteen years old in the Warring States Period. I left behind the past just to grow old with you. I thought that the person I entrusted with my life was a trustworthy person. Even if you are the king, what you care about most is the world and not me. , I have never complained. And today you... actually suspected that I and Li Mu were secretly having an affair!"

"I didn't say that you were secretly trying to hide it!"

Ying Zheng's face was solemn and his tone was heavy.

"I'm just asking. Isn't it okay to ask?"

"You have doubted me several times since the war between Qin and Zhao! What did I do wrong? Is it just because I didn't want to stay in Qin and wanted to return to Zhao with Li Mu? You are still worried about this matter to this day?"

Shikiya looked at him

"Do you think I love Li Mu instead of you? If so, why should I return to Qin? It's not as free and easy as when I returned to Zhao with Li Mu!!"

"What I said today was that I was reckless and it was my fault to make you angry. Don't be so excited. I know that your affection for me is true. My feelings for you are naturally true! If it is not true...how can I I will only have you for more than ten years, and I will let you be my only queen. It’s just... these ten days there are constant wars ahead, and new situations happen every day. I am a little overwhelmed. Sending troops to destroy Zhao is a big project, and I Every move and every instruction may cause the army in front to lose everything. These days... I have been distracted and speak indiscriminately. You are the person closest to me, so I naturally trust you and suspect that you are me. I'm so dizzy, what I said today...you think I'm crazy..."

Ying Zheng reached out to hold Shimi's hand, but Shimi dodged. She wiped her tears, turned around and said

"If your Majesty is tired, please rest early. I won't be able to serve you these days."

Shimi looked at the bedroom where he and Ying Zheng had had countless whispers and shared countless tender feelings in the past, and felt a sense of desolation in his heart.

"It has been thirteen years, and you are probably tired of looking at my face. They say that a woman is no longer a woman after she gives birth to a child... If your Majesty is burdened with state affairs and depressed, why not send some young and beautiful girls to you? It's better to serve you than to look at my face all day long."

She turned her back to Ying Zheng, saluted him and then said

"Although I am the daughter of a family, I am also the queen of the Qin State. Li Mu has a favor with me, but he is a general of the Zhao State. I will not be so stupid as to betray the Qin State. It's just that... I don't want to make suggestions for the attack on Zhao, nor do I want to do anything for Li Mu. I begged for mercy and kept silent, thinking that it would dispel your doubts, but I didn’t expect to end up in the current situation."

She smiled helplessly

"I will ask Li Xin to capture Shi Yi as soon as possible, Ying Zheng... Don't worry, she will not disturb your grand ambitions. These six countries are yours, and this world is also yours... You shouldn't be in a hurry for success. , and forgot the original intention.”

"What do you mean by these words? You don't want to forgive me?"

"Forgive? You are the king of Qin. Only if you forgive others, how can others forgive you? After all, your decisions are all right..."

Then, there was no reply from Ying Zheng, but the sound of the door closing.

In the face of power, no matter how perfect love is, it cannot withstand scrutiny. Shimi couldn't help but think of how Ying Zheng also doubted himself about Cheng Yu. Now that Li Mu is leading the army, Ying Zheng also doubts himself. This is what makes him the most heartbroken! Without the most basic trust, even if two people fall in love again, they will only drift apart.