amaotonovel Chapter 375 Dominator
Chapter 375 Dominator
"You are still young, so you don't understand."
"Just listen to me. I am your mother. Everything I do is for your own good."
A feeling of helplessness and depression surged in Lei Nian'er's chest.
If she was not her biological mother, if she did these things out of her own selfish motives, if her mother really wanted to sell her out for power and wealth.
She could be as cruel as Chuchu, and she would sever all ties with her even if it meant being branded as unfilial, or even letting her reap the consequences.
Lei Nian'er bent down and buried her face in her hands.
But that was not the case. She was really doing it for her own good and was looking for what she thought was the best for her.
But this is not what Lei Nian'er wants.
Just like when she was a child, she wanted to eat candied dates, but her mother gave her bayberry because she thought bayberry was good.
The shackles in the name of love are the most difficult to break free from.
It was only by standing on her mother's shoulders that she was able to see the wider and brighter world. We cannot be so conscienceless as to accuse her of having a narrow vision as a stepping stone.
She couldn't explain it, and she couldn't do it. She really didn't know what to do.
The little girl buried in his palms began to sob. Yun Guichi was frightened by her reaction and didn't understand why his daughter suddenly collapsed.
She ran over and patted her daughter on the shoulder, then asked carefully, "Nian'er?"
Lei Nian'er didn't want to look up and continued to stay in the darkness.
Yun Guichi was anxious, "Don't cry, mother is not forcing you to get married now."
"It's just an engagement. It can be cancelled. I just want you to meet them. If you really don't like them, we can reject them."
She didn't know how to care for a sad child, so she could only hug her like she did when she was a child.
Lei Nian'er finally raised her head, pulled out her mother's handkerchief, and blew her nose.
"Mom, you know that when you give someone a gift, you should give them something they like. But what you gave me is what you think is good, not what I want."
"I don't want to get married. This is not what I want."
Yun Guichi frowned and said, "Why are you so stubborn, kid? Will your mother harm you?"
Lei Nian'er:......
She knew it didn't make sense.
She wasn't going to reason anymore.
"Mother, marriage is a matter of parents' will, you can do whatever you want."
Before Yun Guichi could be happy, Lei Nian'er continued, "No matter who you find for me, I'm not going home anymore."
"I will discuss with County Lord Mo Qing that no Lei family posts will be allowed into the East Palace."
Yun Guichi couldn't believe it: "Are you threatening me?"
"Wasn't it my mother who forced me to do this first?"
Lei Nian'er stood up from the chair, "My life is mine, and I will bear the consequences of taking the wrong path. If the path you choose makes me unhappy, you can't be responsible for me."
“So, I won’t be tied down by anyone because no one can take the risk for me.”
Her eyes were firm and sharp.
"Everything about me, every choice I make, must be completely controlled by myself."
"I want to be free, but my mother won't give it to me, so I have no choice but to give myself freedom."
"Of course, I will never forget your kindness in raising me. I will send money back to you every month, but I'm sorry that I can't be with you."
Yun Guichi knew that she was not joking. As long as she tampered with her marriage again, this unfortunate child would run away from home and never come back.
By then, she will hide in the East Palace and she won't be able to get in at all.
She couldn't understand why the child was so repulsive when it was just a matter of visiting the couple.
The whole room was silent for a long time, Lei Nian'er and her mother looked at each other in silence.
Yun Guichi finally gave in to his longing for his child. He held his forehead with his hand and said, "You heartless little girl, I can't control you anymore. You will regret it later."
Lei Nian'er relaxed. She didn't want to distance herself from her mother unless it was absolutely necessary.
As for regret?
Absolutely not.
Even if I really live a lonely life in the future, how can I guarantee that I will meet a good person if I choose another path?
She would never embellish the path she had not taken.
When Lei Nian'er left, Aunt Qiu, who heard the news, hurried to the main courtyard, but did not run into anyone.
She went to ask for a meeting with Yun Guichi, but was stopped.
"Madam Qiu, the mistress is not feeling well and is taking a nap. If you don't have anything urgent to do, please come back in two hours."
Aunt Qiu could only smile awkwardly, "It's nothing, I just came to greet the Madam."
After saying this, he hurried away to write back to the Qiu family.
Lei Nian'er is in a good mood now. Her mother no longer pays attention to her fiancé and lets her handle it on her own.
But her mind does not fall on irrelevant people, and she spends all her time handling her own official business.
As for that cheap fiancé, he will be anxious himself.
really.
When Mr. Qiu first received the news, he was still waiting for Lei Nian'er to come find him.