amaotonovel Chapter 698 Maybe we are really not destined to be together
Chapter 698 Maybe we are really not destined to be together
Seeing Wen Mei in such pain, Su Nanzhou felt very sad too. He comforted her, "Mom, this is my fault. If I hadn't said that I wanted a sister, maybe you and Dad wouldn't have had a second child. In this case, there wouldn't be so many things, and at least you wouldn't have suffered in this life."
"Silly son, how could you have such an idea? It was because you said you wanted us to have another child that we considered having another one. But at that time, your father and I also thought it would be nice to have a daughter in this life. It was just that we were too busy with the company's affairs at that time, so we didn't consider it. It was not until you were over two years old and kept clamoring for a sister that we took this matter seriously."
"God is so cruel in this matter. Why did he treat my daughter like this? We have been looking for her everywhere. We have searched all over S City, and we have also searched all the surrounding cities. We have also been looking for her intermittently abroad, but we can't find her. I can't find my precious daughter."
"Mom, don't be sad. I can only say that maybe my sister and I are not destined to be together."
"In the end, this matter is all your father and I who are useless. We couldn't even protect our own daughter. We separated her from us at such a young age. We have been looking for her for more than 20 years and still haven't found her. Over the years, your father and I have spent countless sleepless nights blaming ourselves for this matter. Sometimes we really want to ask God why he treats us so cruelly."
As she spoke, Wen Mei could no longer control herself and her voice choked with sobs. Every time she talked about this matter, she felt really painful inside. Even though she always comforted herself afterwards, she had to learn to accept the reality. There are many imperfect things in life. This is life, full of pain and fatigue.
But after comforting myself, I still feel very painful when I think about this incident, and I still have a lifelong regret. Although so many years have passed, I actually know that things are definitely not developing in the direction I want, and I have accepted this reality in my heart.
But the pain in my heart may never be relieved in this lifetime.
"Okay, Mom, it's already happened. No matter how much you and my dad blame ourselves, we can't undo the outcome. So don't blame yourself for this. Didn't we agree before that life has to go on? We should live happily. Maybe one day we will get the result we want."
"Nanzhou, actually, every time I think about this, I comfort myself in this way, but you know what? My heart really hurts. You are not a parent yet. When you become a parent one day, you will understand the pain of your mother. Even if I have completely let go of this matter in the future, and I may not be sad when talking about it, but this kind of pain can never be erased in a lifetime. I can only bury this pain in my heart."
"Mom, I'm going to be a parent soon, too. I understand how you feel, but what can we do? Now we can only think positively. Maybe things aren't as bad as we think. After all, our sister was separated from us when she was one year old, and a child that young doesn't have any memories. She's completely different when she grows up. Even if she stood in front of us, we wouldn't recognize her. Maybe she's luckier and met a better mom and dad, and they don't want to lose her, so they protect her very well."
"That's why we haven't found her for more than 20 years. If you think this way, will you feel better? As long as she is doing well and happy, it doesn't matter if she is not with us."
"Nanzhou, it could be me... Alas! I can only think like this. Maybe things are just like this. I can only think on the bright side. Maybe there is still hope in life. As long as I and your father can see her once in this lifetime, there will be no regrets in this life."
"Mom! Let's just take this matter one step at a time. No matter what the outcome is, as long as I am alive and breathing, I will not give up looking for her. Maybe one day God will see how hard our family has been looking for her, and maybe we can see her again in this life. Or, if she is really gone, as we said before, maybe she is watching us from a corner of heaven."
"Well! This matter has also wronged you. You have been working hard and spending money for so many years."
"Mom, I also hope to find my sister, so please don't say such polite words. I am her biological brother. If God really has mercy on me and lets me find her, all this will be worth it."
"Okay, then Mom won't say these polite words anymore."
"That's right. Anyway, I will continue with this matter. If there is any news, I will tell you and my father. No matter what, let's do our best."
"Okay, let's not talk about this anymore. The more I talk about it, the more uncomfortable I feel. Let's just let it go."
"Well, Mom! If you have some free time during this period, go out for a walk more often, and you will naturally be distracted."
Speaking of going out for a walk, Wen Mei rolled her eyes at him and said, "How can I have time to go out for a walk at this time? You and Xiaoyu will have your wedding in more than a month. Your father and I have been preparing for this recently. There are so many trivial matters involved in holding a wedding."
"These things can be handed over to other people in the family, and I can also handle it myself. I have been dealing with this matter recently, so if you and Dad want to go out for a walk, you can come back when the time is up."
"I think you are stupid, right? In this special situation, how can your father and I go on a trip? Your father and I must do it ourselves. We are not at ease leaving many things to others to handle."
"All right!"
"Alright, alright, you didn't sleep well last night, go to your room and get some rest. I'll go to the yard to get some sun, have lunch with you at noon, and then go shopping with Xiaoyu in the afternoon to buy baby things."
"Okay, then, whatever you want, mom."
Su Nanzhou turned around and went back to the room. At this moment, Gu Xiaoyu was video chatting with the four little ones.
He walked right over and spoke to the video.
"Do you four little guys want a godfather?"