amaotonovel Chapter 613 Who can guarantee a safe life?
Chapter 613 Who can guarantee a safe life?
"Zhengde, you are a good boy. I know it all in my heart. You don't need to say it." Li Mingxia spoke with difficulty. She never thought that these few words would be so difficult to say.
In fact, she has always known in her heart that Li Zhengde is a very obedient child and she has been recognized by him. No matter what she says, whether it is right or wrong, good or bad, Li Zhengde will do it.
This was indeed what Li Mingxia meant at the beginning, but as time went on, Li Mingxia became less and less sure about what he wanted to achieve.
She asked herself if she had ever treated Li Zhengde unfairly, not at all. She had given him everything he deserved. Even in the Baima Academy, Li Zhengde was not treated inferior to anyone else. In fact, because Li Zhengde liked to eat the food she cooked, Li Mingxia would prepare meals for him personally as long as she had time.
As for Song Li and Xiao Tianyue's boasting that "they can eat meals cooked by Mingxia every day", this is also entirely due to Li Mingxia.
Perhaps from that time on, Li Mingxia had already felt guilty about "using" Li Zhengde, but he didn't know how to say it or how to express it. He also knew that this thing had to be done, so he tried to be nice to Li Zhengde in other ways.
But Li Zhengde was not aware of these problems at all.
It’s not that Li Zhengde is not smart enough, it’s because Li Zhengde has never doubted Li Mingxia.
In Li Zhengde's heart, Li Mingxia is his biological sister, the one who has contributed the most and worked the hardest in the family.
Making money to support the family and protecting relatives, these were all done by Li Mingxia alone in the beginning.
Especially since the family had just separated, the shabby house was bare, and they had no food to eat. The life and death of Li Zhengpin and Li Sanlang were uncertain. Li Mingxia and his family managed to survive and live a good life.
Later, he sent Li Zhengde to school, spent so much money, bought him so many things that made his classmates marvel at him and envy him, and he also cared about him all day long and took care of him in every possible way.
A sister like this will be respected and admired no matter where she is, and Li Zhengde is no exception.
But Li Mingxia knew clearly what he had done in this matter.
Li Zhengde has a humble and gentle personality. Logically speaking, he will be a good person who is easy to talk to all his life and will not have a bad temper. As long as his bottom line is not touched, he will unconditionally give in most of the time when he has a conflict with others.
Such a person may not become rich, but he will have no problem living a safe and smooth life. Besides, Li Mingxia can make money. Even if Li Zhengde really does not meet his standards, Li Mingxia will definitely ensure that Li Zhengde has no worries about food and clothing for the sake of Zhang.
But that's exactly what happened. Li Zhengde was too competitive and completely exceeded Li Mingxia's expectations.
He made rapid progress. No matter how high Li Mingxia's expectations were, as long as it was not too out of line, Li Zhengde could accomplish it. He did not need any substantial rewards, and he did not even need Li Mingxia to do anything.
Just a sentence like "Zhengde is so awesome" or an admiring look, as long as there are these, it is enough for Li Zhengde.
Li Mingxia gave Li Zhengde several valuable things at the beginning. Then after discovering this, the next time Li Zhengde received high praise from the teacher, Li Mingxia just praised Li Zhengde a few words and did not give him any gifts as before.
Li Mingxia wanted to know whether Li Zhengde was happy because of those expensive gifts or because of his praise.
In fact, Li Mingxia hoped that Li Zhengde's happiness was for the things that needed to be bought with money, so that Li Mingxia would feel that he was not so hateful.
Payment in full is always the best way to handle things.
But Li Zhengde was still happy that day, no different from usual.
It was just that in the evening when Li Mingxia was cooking, Li Zhengde came over and said he wanted to order a few dishes. They were not difficult to make and the ingredients were not expensive, so Li Mingxia cooked those dishes for Li Zhengde.
After dinner, Li Zhengde went back to his room to study.
Li Mingxia thought about everything that happened today, over and over again, until he was about to fall asleep. Li Mingxia finally admitted that Li Zhengde was not still unhappy because she did not give him any gifts. He was no different from before. In fact, after she agreed to cook those dishes for him, Li Zhengde's smile was happier than before when he received gifts.
Sighing silently, Li Mingxia felt that he was really a bit immoral.
After that day, Li Mingxia's mentality changed and he could no longer be as calm as before.
But Li Zhengde knew nothing about it and still called Li Mingxia "sister" every day. He would tell Li Mingxia everything without hiding anything and accepted all arrangements made by Li Mingxia.
Li Mingxia did struggle, but she had no other choice. This, this alone, was something Li Mingxia couldn't do by herself. It was also impossible for her to just get married just because of this, right?
So no matter whether Li Zhengde is willing or not, he is the best and only choice to do this.
But many times Li Mingxia thought about asking Li Zhengde what kind of life he wanted most.
But every time the words came to his lips, Li Mingxia swallowed them back and said nothing.
dare not.
Yes, I just don’t dare.
Li Zhengde's eyes were so clear, clean, without any impurities, as if one could see through everything at a glance.
Li Mingxia knew that no matter what I asked, Li Zhengde would tell the truth, would not exaggerate, would not deliberately do favors, and would not deliberately conceal anything. If possible, Li Zhengde really wanted to take out his heart and show it to Li Mingxia.
But because of this, Li Mingxia was even more afraid to ask about this topic.
If Li Zhengde and Li Mingxia say that they want to live a peaceful and smooth life, what should Li Mingxia do? How should he respond to Li Zhengde?
Li Mingxia knew Li Zhengde, and even tried hard to review his memories about Li Zhengde for this matter. The result he came to was that Li Zhengde should not be a person with any "ambitions".
However, the path that Li Mingxia chose for Li Zhengde was destined to be extraordinary. Li Mingxia himself had no idea how many things would happen along the way.
When has the officialdom ever been peaceful from ancient times to the present?
There are intrigues, swords and sabers, and if you are not careful, you will be beheaded in the next second. Who can guarantee safety?