If love can be booked

Chapter 246 Missing Lu Jinchuan, looking for him, asking him to go to the supermarket and the amusem

Shen Wanning is sick and her condition is very serious.

The doctor's solemn and helpless words still echoed in my ears: "Your cancer cells have slowly spread. I'm afraid you don't have much time left..."

She didn't know how to accept this cruel reality, and she didn't know how to calm her turbulent emotions. She just missed him and his gentleness even more at this moment.

Sick? Sick? She still has so many unfulfilled dreams and wishes. She still has so many beautiful things to experience and feel. She still deeply loves this beautiful world. She still has many people she loves and has not said goodbye to them properly. She still can't bear to leave him, what should she do?

Finally, she mustered up the courage to call Lu Jinchuan. She didn't want to regret it.

She wanted to remember him, and she also wanted him to remember her most beautiful appearance.

Looking at the pale face in the mirror, she felt a little sad. She put on a delicate makeup, even if it could only cover up some of the sickness, as long as she didn't let Lu Jinchuan see her so haggard, it would be enough.

If she can no longer love him well, can she please ask him to remember her at her most beautiful appearance?

Everything outside the window is so familiar, so familiar.

Maybe, slowly, I can no longer remember what this world looks like. I only pray that at the end of my life, I can see him and see him happy.

Jinchuan, I'm sorry, I may really have to leave. This time, please forgive me, okay? Live your life well, as if you have never met me. Live your life well, as if you have never loved me.

"Where do you want to go?" Lu Jinchuan did not show any surprise when he received the call from Shen Wanning. He was also thinking about her, thinking that she had become a part of his life.

"I want to go to the amusement park." The amusement park was where they first met. To this day, she still clearly remembers the scene when she first saw him. The sun shone on his handsome face, outlining a brilliant and charming smile. At that moment, time seemed to freeze, and the whole world was left with only his smile and her throbbing heart.

"Amusement park?" Lu Jinchuan turned around and looked at Shen Wanning beside him and asked. For some reason, he always felt that she had an extraordinary love for the amusement park. I remember that Secretary He said that was the place where they first met.

"Yeah." Shen Wanning nodded heavily. She wanted to go there because it was the place she missed the most. Although she knew deep down that she might not be suitable for experiencing those exciting high-altitude projects in her current state, she still couldn't suppress her desire to go to the amusement park. After all, there were too many bits and pieces about their relationship there, and every corner could bring back endless memories for her.

"it is good."

She thought he would laugh at her childishness, but he didn't. He slowly stretched out his right hand and gently stroked her silky hair, his movements so gentle as if he was afraid of hurting her. However, his handsome face was still expressionless, and his eyes were as deep as the sea, making it hard to guess what he was thinking at the moment.

I don't know when I started to pay attention to what he thinks every day.

In the past, she always tried to guess and understand what he was thinking, but it was always in vain. No matter how hard she racked her brains, she could never figure out what he didn't want her to know.

Sometimes, she even felt that she was as transparent as a piece of white paper in front of him. He could easily see through all her thoughts, but she knew nothing about his inner world.

Just as Shen Wanning was immersed in her chaotic thoughts, there was a sudden sound of brakes, and her body fell forward uncontrollably. This sudden change instantly brought her back to reality.

"Why did you brake suddenly?" Shen Wanning frowned and asked in confusion. The road was obviously flat and smooth?

Lu Jinchuan didn't answer her and got off the car first. He knew she was thinking about him again. He envied him a little bit now, because she could think about him all the time. But he, even though he was so close, seemed to be unable to get into her heart...

"Hey." She didn't have time to think about it, and hurriedly trotted after him, trying to keep up with his rapid pace. However, Shen Wanning, who was only focused on catching up, didn't notice the bicycle speeding by.

A strong hand suddenly pulled her back to his side. Due to inertia, Shen Wanning was caught off guard and rushed forward, crashing into a warm and solid embrace. A familiar breath came from her nose, making her heart tremble involuntarily.

"What are you doing? You can't even walk." Lu Jinchuan yelled in exasperation, his voice so loud that Shen Wanning's ears were buzzing. He really couldn't understand what was in this woman's mind all day long. She was always so reckless, testing his heart's endurance all the time.

"I..." Shen Wanning had a lot to say, but when she looked up and saw Lu Jinchuan's face, which was distorted by worry, all the words got stuck in her throat. Was he worried about her? Shen Wanning was happy alone because he cared about her.

Lu Jinchuan seemed to have not forgiven her yet, so he quickly let go of her hand, turned around and continued to walk forward with big strides. Shen Wanning looked at his receding back, and after coming to her senses, she quickly shouted, "Hey, wait for me." Shen Wanning ran forward and grabbed his arm tightly, asking him not to leave her alone again, okay?

"Okay, let's go, so you won't leave me behind." Shen Wanning said happily, her bright eyes flashing with joy. Facing Lu Jinchuan's burning gaze that was always on her, she seemed to be unaware of it and completely ignored it.

"Let's go, let's go, we won't be able to buy tickets soon." Shen Wanning urged anxiously, holding Lu Jinchuan's arm tightly and refusing to let go. She liked the feeling of being protected by him, so that she would not be afraid, even if there was an abyss or a quagmire ahead.

Lu Jinchuan didn't hate her touch, he knew it from a long time ago. For some reason, every time he saw her, he couldn't help but have a strong thought that she belonged to him completely! A smile overflowed from the corner of his mouth, holding hands, could they go on like this forever? Forever?

"Look, there are so many people there." Someone said that when the Ferris wheel reaches the highest point, gently kiss the person you like, and he (she) will never leave.

"Shall we go play later?" Shen Wanning turned to look at Lu Jinchuan beside her, her eyes sparkling. She knew that such opportunities were rare. She wanted to remember this happy time firmly, so that even if he was not around all the time in the future, whenever she recalled the little things at this moment, she would not feel too lonely deep in her heart.

It was the weekend, so the amusement park was crowded.

Lu Jinchuan always carefully protected Shen Wanning, using his broad shoulders to separate her from the crowd. This seemingly casual action actually seemed to have become a natural and habitual instinctive reaction.

"Carousel. Look, and that one, that one, ah, I like them all so much, hehe..." Shen Wanning was as excited as a child, gesticulating and pointing at everything in front of her.

The sunlight fell on her, as if she was covered with a layer of golden gauze, making her whole body exude a charming brilliance. She hoped that Lu Jinchuan would always remember her appearance at this moment, the most beautiful moment, and the happiest smile.

He liked seeing her so happy.

Seeing that Lu Jinchuan didn't say anything, Shen Wanning thought he was not interested in this.

"What are you thinking about?" Shen Wanning jumped in front of Lu Jinchuan. What was he thinking about?

"I miss you." Lu Jinchuan blurted out, but there were too many people around and Shen Wanning didn't hear clearly. He said he missed her?

"What?" Shen Wanning asked. She heard him say that he missed her, and she just wanted him to say it again. Missing her, how long has it been? She hasn't heard this sentence before.

At this moment, a clear bell rang suddenly. "Ding ding ding..."

Lu Jinchuan's phone rang, breaking the subtle and slightly awkward atmosphere between the two of them. What did he say just now?

"Don't answer it." Lu Jinchuan was about to answer the call, but Shen Wanning quickly snatched the phone from his hand.

Lu Jinchuan looked up at her. What was this woman doing? But it was quite interesting to see her domineering expression, a bit like a big woman.

"Don't answer it, don't answer it. I won't allow it, I won't allow it, I won't allow it." Shen Wanning yelled coquettishly, while holding Lu Jinchuan's arm tightly with both hands and shaking it gently, as if a willful child was asking an adult for a favorite toy. Shen Wanning's loud shouting attracted the attention of those around her. She lowered her head shyly and buried her head deep in Lu Jinchuan's warm and generous embrace, like a frightened deer, quietly waiting for Lu Jinchuan to make the final decision on this matter.

Lu Jinchuan smiled helplessly, gently took the phone back from Shen Wanning's hand, and pressed the power off button.

"That's all, woman." Lu Jinchuan narrowed his eyes slightly, staring at her in front of him, not realizing the doting tone that inadvertently revealed when he said this. Was it helpless to call her a woman?

At this moment, Shen Wanning was like a docile kitten, lying in his broad and warm arms, looking up, her eyes twinkling like stars, with a silly smile on her lips, as beautiful as a flower blooming in spring. After hearing Lu Jinchuan's words, she nodded without hesitation and said softly, "Okay."

Lu Jinchuan stared into her eyes with burning eyes and said solemnly: "Then you have to promise me not to try to find his shadow in me." His voice was low and magnetic, as if it contained endless affection and desire.

Shen Wanning looked at his handsome and charming face quietly, and her heart could not help but ripple. She nodded obediently and responded softly, "Okay." For her, everything was fine, as long as he didn't push her away. It was all him, so why should we make such a clear distinction?

The sunlight shines on the two of them, outlining a beautiful dreamlike picture.

Lu Jinchuan looked at Shen Wanning's eyes sparkling with joy, and the corners of his mouth lifted up involuntarily, blooming into a brilliant smile. At this moment, they were like the cutest couple in the world, sometimes bickering with each other, sometimes laughing heartily, enjoying this sweet time that belonged to each other.

After coming out of the playground, Shen Wanning's originally fair and tender face turned pale. She held onto the wall with her hands, her body trembling slightly, and waves of strong nausea kept coming. Lu Jinchuan insisted on taking her to the hospital, but Shen Wanning refused. She just said that she might be too tired recently. Lu Jinchuan couldn't persuade her, so they finally took a break in a cafe.

"What would you like to order?" the waiter came over.

Shen Wanning gently rubbed her temples with her hands and replied weakly, "A glass of juice." Shen Wanning ordered a glass of juice because the doctor no longer allowed her to drink coffee.

"A cup of coffee." I'm used to the taste of coffee.

"I remember your favorite is coffee." Lu Jinchuan said casually. He remembered that she told him that she liked drinking coffee the most.

"I want to change my taste." Shen Wanning pretended nothing happened. Her favorite had already been taken away from her, let alone a cup of coffee?

"Are you feeling better?" Lu Jinchuan looked at her still pale face with concern, and a trace of doubt arose in his heart. He had to wonder if it was the right thing for him to accompany her to the amusement park?

"Well, it's okay. Maybe I'm too tired recently." Shen Wanning forced a smile to hide her physical discomfort. However, what she didn't know was that the forced smile on her face at this moment was more distressing than crying. Lu Jinchuan didn't expose her, but just felt that something was wrong with her. Today, her behavior was very abnormal.