After Rebirth, the Celebrity Daughter is the Medical Expert!

Chapter 695 - 556: If You’re Willing, We Can Register Our Marriage Anytime (Part 4)

Ning Youguang, who’s always sought to be as efficient as possible to achieve her goals, is accustomed to quickly assessing whether something is worth doing before she does it.

But no matter how good the plans and ideas are, they can’t always avoid the occasional deviation of the heart, causing one to engage in things that are essentially a waste of life but are perceived as not.

For example, being in a relationship with Shi Wangyue; for example, just watching Shi Wangyue; for example, doing things with him that seem to have no value at all—

Now, they have been together for so long.

Ning Youguang feels that she truly understands, in both lifetimes, she measures everything.

But with this person in front of her, there is nothing to measure.

Because he is the meaning itself.

She must admit, before dating him.

Her sense of love was nonexistent.

Especially compared to her past life experiences, and after comparing the various versions of love stories she has seen, read, and heard.

She was acutely aware that she had no feelings for love, no expectations, and no curiosity.

She once considered why she was so indifferent and resistant to love?

Was it because of her family of origin? Her personality? Or because she saw through marriage and relationships?

Or perhaps it was a combination of all these reasons?

But no matter what, her indifference to love in her past life made her feel that in this life, she would probably persist in her previous understanding of emotions and wouldn’t be moved by love anymore.

Because she was mature enough and had thought through the issue thoroughly and comprehensively.

There was no possibility of changing her mind on a whim.

But Shi Wangyue was an exception.

It was unexpected to fall in love with him and not resist his affection.

When she decided to be brave and follow her heart to date him.

She finally understood that love is a profoundly personal experience, unlike any template of love she had ever seen.

So comparing it to other people’s templates of love was not very meaningful.

The important thing was her own genuine experience in their love.

These are things no one else, no book or love story, could tell her.

Actually, not long after being with Shi Wangyue.

She gradually realized that she truly enjoyed being in love.

She truly possessed love.

She had a boyfriend.

It was Shi Wangyue, not an imagination.

How can I put it?

When she was single, she never thought about dating.

But once they were together, she found she could fall in love with being in love and with the person she was in a relationship with.

In both lives, to better serve her clients and teach her students, she had studied a lot about relationships and love theories, and she had written several papers on these subjects.

She thought these could serve as a methodology for dating him.

But now it seems that her thinking was quite unnecessary.

Because when a concrete partner like Shi Wangyue appeared in her life.

She realized that being in love required no methodologies.

He is the kind of thing that needs no measurement, no right or wrong considerations, wouldn’t annoy her, and is worth spending time and life on for the experience.

Having lived twice, she thought she had experienced enough, and there were very few things left that could stir her immense curiosity.

But after being with Shi Wangyue, the fermenting love between them greatly satisfied her curiosity.

She constantly discovered new things about it and had a desire to explore it.

It turns out being in love like this is like this, dating is like this, being heart-to-heart is like this, cohabiting is like this...

Every morning when she opens her eyes, she knows it’s another day belonging to the two of them, full of anticipation and joy.

She deeply feels that whatever they do together, it is another experience of love.

No matter what he did, she was never truly angry.

Rationally, part of his growth was greatly guided by her.

Even if he had done something inappropriate, she felt that her anger would be directed at herself.

"Who let you be led astray by him?!"

Of course, so far, he hadn’t done anything she considered inappropriate.

Emotionally, his presence was joy itself.

In fact, this is not an objective thing at all.

Before dating him, she had worries, worried about whether their relationship could transition smoothly from friendship to love, whether it would fall apart.

After so many years of friendship, how should they continue to get along?

Time bore witness.

Three years have passed, and no matter how they spent their time together, they never had any quarrels, disagreements, or conflicts.

This was truly an unexpected and incredible thing for her.

She had imagined, "What if after we’re really together, we find out we’re not suited for a relationship?"

She thought, as the more mature one, she would definitely strive to maintain their relationship, lest they end up as strangers.

That would indeed be extremely sad.

As of today, she could finally conclude that no matter what expectations she had for their love before or any assumptions she made about love.

Now, it has all surpassed her wildest imagination in its beauty.

...

Thinking and thinking.

Ning Youguang felt a strong urge to document tonight’s thoughts and feelings, so she could remember them forever.

She gently turned over and got out of bed, planning to head to the "Lifeless Study".

Unexpectedly, her gentle movements still disturbed the person sleeping next to her.

"Why are you awake so early?" the person opened their eyes, voice slightly hoarse but clear.

"I’m sorry I woke you." Ning Youguang sat back on the edge of the bed.

"Why are you saying silly things?" Shi Wangyue rolled over, came to Ning Youguang’s side, and wrapped his arm around her waist, "Why are you awake so early today?"

Ning Youguang always sleeps well and her biological clock is punctual. Without special arrangements, she would never wake up at this time.

According to their usual routine, he wakes up first.

He continued, "What time is it now?"

Ning Youguang reached for her phone, "Five o’clock."

Amused, she thought about how she had been lost in thought for half an hour.

"Do you have something to do?" Shi Wangyue asked again.

"No, just thirsty, wanted to get some water." Ning Youguang didn’t want to explain too much to Shi Wangyue and found an excuse.

"I’ll get it for you." Shi Wangyue lifted the quilt and got out of bed, gently pushing Ning Youguang back under the covers.

Autumn had come, and Beijing had already cooled down.

Watching Shi Wangyue slip into his slippers and leave the room, Ning Youguang, lying in bed, could only smile wryly.

Yet inside, warmth surged like a torrent.