amaotonovel Chapter 135 Confession
Chapter 135 Confession
They look exactly the same, but they are not twins. This kind of thing is really hard to accept.
But she is definitely not Jiang Zhi.
"Jiang Zhi, I know exactly who I'm looking for."
She looked up.
Looking at him with deep eyes.
"You forgot me."
forget?
Jiang Zhi's gaze remained fixed on him, seeing through him inch by inch.
"You..." She stared at the man's eyebrows, "Are you Brother Xiaojiu?"
"it's me."
Jiang Zhi's heart was shocked. She didn't expect that after so many years, she would see him again.
At that time, although she thought that Shang Yanjing might be Xiaojiu, she suddenly found it unbelievable.
"You...I thought..."
"Thought I was dead?"
"My mother and I went to the hospital the next day, and the doctor said you were missing. My mother said that given your mother's mental state, she probably wouldn't live long."
Shang Yanjing's eyes were heavy. "Later, she took me with her and tried to die many times, but I wanted to survive. Later, I contacted the old lady, and she used some trickery to get me away from her. After that, everything got much better."
Although he only said a few brief words.
But Jiang Zhi could feel that it was not easy.
I remember the last time I saw her, although the woman looked calm on the surface, her mania could be fatal.
She also had a hard life.
She didn't know how to love someone so deeply that she would end up like this, and the man who was supposed to be responsible had disappeared and had a beautiful woman by his side.
All these sufferings, however, she was the only one who was still immersed in the past.
Jiang Zhi thought she was really stupid.
If she were Shang Yanjing's mother, she would never hurt herself because of a cheating man.
Not worth it at all.
Shang Li used to be the apple of the eye of a Shang family. She came from a wealthy family, had a beautiful appearance, and had an exceptional business acumen.
Since childhood, he has been sought after by others.
She will definitely live a good life no matter who she finds.
Not like it is now.
"Looking at me like this, feeling sorry for me?"
Jiang Zhi withdrew her original gaze. At this moment, she had not yet extricated herself from the thought that Shang Yanjing was Xiaojiu.
"You...how could you recognize me!"
"Actually, the first time I saw you, I recognized who you were."
First meeting.
It was that sunset over the water.
He saved her.
When she saw him for the first time, she just thought he was very handsome, but she never thought it was him.
"..."
"I came here just to see you, Jiang Zhi."
Jiang Zhi's heart beat faster. He tried to calm down and try to recover his old memories.
At that time, my mother was still alive.
At that time, she had a lot of love to share with others.
But they didn't expect that when they met again, their families would be broken up and their loved ones would be dead.
"I'm late."
I feel so upset.
"I've been looking for you." His voice came slowly.
Jiang Zhi took a deep breath and tried to calm himself down.
He looked at Jiang Zhi, a complex emotion welling up in his heart. He wanted to ask her what had happened over the years, but he was afraid to uncover the scars that might have existed.
"Now that you've found it, I won't let you disappear in front of me again."
His grip tightened.
The fingertips convey warmth.
At that moment, no one spoke and noticed the tranquility.
……
"Why are you called Xiaojiu?"
Shang Yanjing has no brothers or sisters, so there is no way he can be called nine.
"Maybe she still can't forget her old feelings for him." He said this with a bit of indifference.
When Jiang Nengjie's identity was not exposed, everyone outside called him Ninth Brother.
At that time, Shang Li also shouted along with others.
But she called him Xiaojiu.
Later, Jiang Nengjie disappeared.
Xiaojiu became his nickname.
He knew that every time his mother called him, she was not calling him, but... calling a man who never came home.
"Are the scars on your body also from that time?"
When they first got together, she saw the injuries on his body.
I was surprised at first.
Who could be so cruel?
At that time, she guessed that he was from a poor family, so he worked as a gigolo.
So, at that time, she gave him a lot of money to spend.
After being with her, he had no new injuries on his body, except for that day when Shang Yanjing failed to take pictures of her father's paintings and had new injuries when he came back.
"It's my fault she's sick."
A trace of heartache flashed in Jiang Zhi's eyes.
He couldn't understand Shang Yanjing's mother's methods.
But apart from feeling sad, there is nothing else I can do.
But it is impossible for people to truly empathize.
She couldn't understand Shang Yanjing's feelings.
Shang Yanjing held Jiang Zhi's hand tightly and said, "Master Shang Yanjing's affairs have nothing to do with you."
"My mother said that everyone's fate is determined from birth. No one can escape it. Some people suffer first and then enjoy happiness, while others enjoy happiness first and then suffer. For you, suffering first and then enjoyment will definitely make your future better and better."
There was a hint of relief in Jiang Zhi's words, as if he had already accepted the arrangement of fate.
"Shang Yanjing, you are a strong person..." Jiang Zhi said softly, her eyes full of admiration.
Shang Yanjing smiled slightly, a smile tinged with bitterness. "Strong? Maybe. Every time I feel like I'm about to die, I think of you, and suddenly the pain doesn't seem to bother me anymore."
Jiang Zhi looked at him and listened to his voice, "Only when I'm with you do I feel like I have a home."
Shang Yanjing held Jiang Zhi's hand tightly.
In an instant, Jiang Zhi's heart moved.
Her nose felt slightly sore, and she felt an indescribable feeling all over her body, as if someone had stabbed her heart with a knife and was poking at it with a needle.
She knew that the source of this feeling was Shang Yanjing.
She felt sorry for her.
It is not a good thing for a woman to feel sorry for a man.
She thought she had suppressed those things deep in her heart a long time ago, but it seemed that everything could not be suppressed at all.
It’s not shameful to like someone!
She just likes Shang Yanjing.
I just want to be with him.
She wanted to indulge herself just this once in her life.
She threw her arms around his neck.
Chen Shuang was in those eyes, "Shang Yanjing."
The gentle voice made the man's eyes fall on her. He grabbed her waist and pulled her into his arms.
A familiar pine scent circulated between them.
Her heartbeat intertwined with his, as if telling the intricate emotional entanglement between them.
Shang Yanjing's embrace reminded her of her dreams from her youth, when her family was still together.
She met Shang Yanjing, so... her father, mother and brother can also come back.
"I love you, Jiang Zhi." He hugged her and whispered in her ear.