Chapter 232 It hurts so much, Ah Qi...
Chapter 232 It hurts so much, Ah Qi...
It wasn't until the recording of my brothers' group variety show that I finally saw her again instead of through the screen. The moment I saw her appear, I felt very happy.
The moment he knew she was a girl, he suddenly felt relieved for some reason.
But he didn't mean to blame her at all; he was just incredibly surprised. They were one of the most famous couples he'd seen since he woke up from his dream, so how could he not be happy?
They had been good friends since the breakout competition fifteen years ago. Even though we were still strangers, I agreed without hesitation when he asked me to transfer money to his bank card.
It would be nice to be able to make it to the finals together. He helps her buy clothes, shoes and daily necessities. He always helps her choose something she needs. It makes her happy just thinking about it.
Then they were in the same dormitory building, so their relationship became even closer.
Even when Liang Ge was eliminated, Li Xin and Ah Qi were all upset. Every time he wanted to drag him down and get angry like a child, he would just follow his heart and chat with Ah Qi, read books, and just stay together, staring at the sky in silence.
She helped those haters to curse her back, because Ah Qi was obviously a good person, so why should she blame her?
When they were arranged to sleep together in Xiangxi, he was very happy. Just like now, he could hold her and fall asleep together, with the pleasant medicinal fragrance of her body filling his nose.
When she was doing her skin care, I wanted to play a prank on her by helping her apply a facial mask, but I couldn't bear to play a prank on her when I saw her sleeping soundly.
He had no choice but to move on to the fifth brother, quietly blocked his mouth and then messed with his nose. The moment the prank was successful, he wrapped himself in the quilt, listened to her laughing beside him, and saw Su Xing rushing towards him, and he couldn't help but feel happy.
How could fifteen years of feelings fade with time? So when I knew that she was injured while saving others without caring about her own safety, I felt nothing but heartache for her and helplessness.
I don’t know when I felt that the relationship seemed to have deteriorated. Perhaps it was from the moment they had a heart-to-heart talk that the two injured people were able to sympathize with each other and lick their wounds alone.
Or maybe it was because I gradually got used to her presence as we spent more and more time together, and I suddenly stopped caring about the relationship that I had been obsessed with.
Whenever he thought about her leaving in the future and never seeing her again, or even having him by his side, he couldn't help but feel depressed and bitter.
He turned over and pressed her firmly under him. Seeing the red mark on her neck, his eyes became more intense.
"No, I'll definitely tell you if I'm leaving." Luo Yanqi was stunned for a moment. The two of them seemed a little too intimate now. But seeing his uneasy heart, she continued gently, "I can't go back for a while. I have to wait until I'm strong enough to leave here. My senior brother will come to pick me up then."
"How long will it take?"
"Maybe a few decades from now. By then, you'll probably all be gray-haired." Luo Yanqi joked, a playful smile in her eyes, her beautiful eyes sparkling as she looked at him. "For me, it's just the blink of an eye, but for you, it's just the passage of time, from middle age to old age."
Especially Brother Xiaoliang, the oldest one, I’m afraid his teeth are almost all gone.
Wang Zhengliang: ...
Do you have to use me as an example?
"So, when we get old, will you abandon us and go back? Novels and TV shows say you monks never age and have long lifespans." Yu Haoming carefully stroked her cheeks. They were already wrinkled with the marks of time, yet she was becoming increasingly beautiful. "When you go back, won't you remember us? Maybe you'll even forget us. And you'll have plenty of time to meet other people there. They'll like you just as much as we do. And then, they'll completely take over the traces of us in your heart."
Whenever I think of this, I feel depressed and frustrated, and the anger in my heart piles up and cannot dissipate.
"Perhaps..." Luo Yanqi's eyes flickered. Cultivators like them have long lifespans, so many things seem to be gradually replaced by new ones. If they don't try to recall them, they won't be remembered. "If that day ever comes, I might miss you from time to time at first, but then it will slowly be buried deep in the corner of my heart. If I don't try to think about it, I might not even remember it."
So, do you want to go with her?
Luo Yanqi didn't dare to ask this question, she wanted to hear them say it in person.
Maybe she was still afraid, so she wanted to hear them tell her in person that they would leave with her, and then she would accompany them to settle the cause and effect here.
After all the causes and effects are settled, bring them together to your senior brothers.
Accompany her forever.
"It hurts a little here." When he heard her say that she would miss him from time to time, his expression gradually became depressed and unhappy. He held her hand and placed it on his heart. "It hurts a lot, Ah Qi..."
The bitterness in his eyes overflowed, and a smile that made him want to cry appeared at the corner of his mouth.
There are still decades left, but the thought that when she goes back in the future she will never find any trace of them, and she will never be able to remember them again.
I just couldn't feel happy in my heart. I didn't want to be forgotten, nor did I want her heart to be occupied by someone else.
She didn't want their memories to fade away with the passage of time, until she could no longer remember that they had spent a short period of time with her in her long life.
For her it was a brief companionship, but for them it was a lifelong bond and full of memories.
But life is long, how can I dare to ask for too much from her?
They still had nearly half a lifetime to spend together, but she was unwilling to give up, nor was she willing to accept that he would never be in her heart.
"Does it hurt here?" Luo Yanqi felt his strong heartbeat along her held hand, her heart burning. She raised her eyes and looked at him seriously, asking, "Why does it hurt? Is it because I will forget you in the future? Or is it because you can't always be with me? Or is it because someone else will replace you in the future, and I'll forget you in some corner?"
"But my life is very long, so long that I don't know how many of your lifetimes it will be. I may meet people like you again in the future, so your existence will gradually fade from my heart until it is replaced by something else."
He touched his heart, felt his heartbeat under her palm, and then it seemed to stop beating after hearing her words.
All she could see was his handsome face which gradually grew larger, and then a hint of surprise flashed across those beautiful eyes.
The scorching heat from his palm seemed to melt her whole body.
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