amaotonovel Chapter 421 Zhou Jinan: It’s not that I don’t have feelings…
Chapter 421 Zhou Jinan: It’s not that I don’t have feelings…
As soon as Zhou Jinan and Bo Jingwen returned home, Bo Jingwen immediately stood in front of Zhou Jinan, looking very humble: "I'm sorry, Zhou Jinan, I didn't expect this to happen."
Fortunately, Nian Nian was fine. If she was, he would not be alive.
How could he not notice the danger... Obviously, he could predict the danger very promptly before, but now... he has really become so slow!
It almost caused an accident to Nian Nian and her child.
Zhou Jinan sighed helplessly, his eyes also showing some distress. After a long time, he spoke: "I don't blame you. Huo Beixiao and I don't blame you. You don't have to blame yourself."
"But, today I was wrong. I really... I didn't mean to do it. I just..."
He couldn't say that he felt uncomfortable because Zhou Jinan was angry, and Nian Nian was there to comfort him...
There are some things that cannot be said directly at this time.
Zhou Jinan: “….”
"Jingwen, there must be a reason why you're in a bad mood, right?" Zhou Jinan's tone suddenly softened: "Can you tell me?"
He sat on the sofa and patted the seat next to him, motioning for Bo Jingwen to sit down as well.
Bo Jingwen was like a child who had made a mistake. He scratched his fingers and looked up at Zhou Jinan: "I thought... you were angry with me, so I was a little unhappy."
He wouldn't lie, nor would he lie in front of Zhou Jinan... The only lie he told was that he wanted to go out and be independent... and then he was nothing.
He usually answered whatever Zhou Jinan asked. He would not hide anything and was too lazy to even make excuses.
Zhou Jinan was slightly stunned. He had thought about this question, but he didn't expect Bo Jingwen to say it so openly.
"you....."
Bo Jingwen looked at Zhou Jinan, his eyes full of anxiety: "Zhou Jinan, are you angry? Don't be angry, I...I didn't mean it, really..."
I feel like my own words are a little unbelievable.
Zhou Jinan chuckled, suddenly looked up, and stroked Bo Jingwen's head: "I'm not angry, about that kiss... I'm not angry with you, I'm angry with myself."
Bo Jingwen looked up suddenly. Huh? What does Zhou Jinan mean by this?
"You...Zhou Jinan, you are not angry with me?"
Zhou Jinan shook his head: "No, I have never been angry with you, never."
He suddenly remembered what Nian Nian said when he came back, telling him to enjoy the present and not care about others. He looked at the cautious Bo Jingwen in front of him and wondered if he was a little selfish.
He has been avoiding it, but leaving all the problems to Bo Jingwen.
He knew that Bo Jingwen liked him, but he still didn't respond. Did he not like Bo Jingwen? No, on the contrary, he had always liked her, but he just didn't want to admit it.
Nian Nian's words made him hesitate. He didn't know what to say. However, looking at the cautious, seemingly injured Bo Jingwen, he felt very distressed, so distressed that he couldn't say anything more: "You... Bo Jingwen, I have something to ask you."
Bo Jingwen felt a little nervous. He was worried that Zhou Jinan would scold him and punish him. He thought that his gentleness just now was all an illusion.
"Ask me, and I'll tell you everything!"
Zhou Jinan took a deep breath and exhaled heavily: "Do you like me?"
Bo Jingwen's eyes widened instantly and he looked at Zhou Jinan in disbelief. Why would he ask this question?
Maybe he was too obvious, so Zhou Jinan noticed it. Before he could refute, Zhou Jinan continued, "You don't have to deny it. I know your alcohol tolerance. It's impossible for those drinks to make you drunk. So, those drunken nonsense are all your imagination. I still understand you. I just want to ask you now, yes or no?"
Bo Jingwen didn't expect that Zhou Jinan actually knew about it. As expected, in front of Zhou Jinan, no matter how superb the acting skills are, they look very poor. It depends on whether Zhou Jinan is willing to pursue the matter.
But it was obvious that Zhou Jinan wanted to settle the score with him now...it seemed like he had gotten out of hand.
"Yes, I like you. I have liked you for a long time." Bo Jingwen admitted it frankly. He would die sooner or later anyway.
What are you afraid of!
When Zhou Jinan heard this answer in person, his heartbeat suddenly accelerated and he felt an indescribable emotion.
"Zhou Jinan, I've liked you for a long time." Bo Jingwen finally began to speak the truth: "In fact, if it weren't for coming back to see you, I might have really been killed by the Creator. It was because I had human emotions that I knew how to resist, but the Creator couldn't tolerate my desire to destroy me... I didn't expect that I had experienced so much of the way of heaven and had long been stronger than him. I just didn't realize it myself.
I just want to go back to see you alive. I know how to bring Huo Beixiao to this world, and I can go back by myself... If you didn't come here, I might have stayed by your side. It's because you came here too, so it was natural for me to stay... I just want to be by your side.
If you don't like me, or if you don't like me, just tell me and I'll leave right now. You and Nian Nian have given me a lot of money, so I can still live well in this city. But... just... can you please stop hating me? I really don't have any other family. I just want to stay in the city where you are... When I come to see Nian Nian, I can also see you by the way..."
Bo Jingwen looked cautious. He didn't know what was wrong with him. He had thought it through well before. Even if Zhou Jinan knew, he would have to admit it openly. If he liked her, he liked her. If he didn't like her, he didn't like her!
He would never show such an expression, but now...he felt very uncomfortable when he thought that Zhou Jinan might chase him away!
"You...when did I tell you to leave? When did I tell you I don't like you?"
Zhou Jinan's question startled Bo Jingwen. He didn't seem to react. "Aren't you angry and want to confront me and ask me to stay away?!"
This is what is written in many novels... Turning a straight man gay is a very long process, and he has been prepared for it for a long time. He admitted that what he said just now was a bit of a pitiful act, but he was speaking from the heart.
Moreover, he would not give up and would continue to work hard, but... Zhou Jinan's reaction was something he did not expect.
Zhou Jinan couldn't help but bend his fingers and tapped Bo Jingwen on the head: "Where did you get all this nonsense from? Am I that kind of person?!"
No!
Bo Jingwen answered silently in his heart.
Zhou Jinan is the best man in the world!
"I asked because I don't want to torture each other anymore..." Zhou Jinan was a little embarrassed, and even his ears turned red: "Bo Jingwen, I'm not a cold-blooded animal, I also have feelings..."