amaotonovel Chapter 155 Even if Jiang Lin betrayed the whole world
Chapter 155 Even if Jiang Lin betrayed the whole world
After catching his breath, Ji Xingyi stood up again. Chen Jiangqiao quickly pressed him back into a chair: "Brother, you're in this state, you don't still want to save Jiang Lin, do you?"
Ji Xing looked up at Chen Jiangqiao, and his image doubled again.
"What's wrong with your eyes?" Chen Jiangqiao noticed that the man's eyes were unfocused and immediately became nervous.
Ji Xingyi was in extremely poor condition after returning from yesterday's Qingxi Nongying game, but after a night, she should have recovered by now.
Chen Jiangqiao suddenly realized: "Is it the Qingxi tea that's affecting you?"
Chen Jiangqiao and Wang Zhe only drank one bowl each, so they didn't feel anything. Ji Xingyi drank one more bowl than Chi Xuan and Su Yuning, so she experienced a strong physical reaction.
Ji Xingyi's forehead was covered in fine beads of sweat, but he still wanted to stand up.
"Yu Ling is trying to frame Jiang Lin, which means Jiang Lin was definitely still alive at the time. You should worry about yourself!" Chen Jiangqiao was truly exasperated and pressed the man back into his chair: "Even a sycophant shouldn't be so reckless!"
Ji Xingyi lowered her head and breathed heavily. Just when Chen Jiangqiao thought he had persuaded Ji Xingyi, he heard a deep male voice in his ear.
"Chen Jiangqiao, you're right, Jiang Lin schemed against me." Ji Xingyi's voice was low, but it was still exceptionally clear in the quiet room.
Chen Jiangqiao was taken aback, not expecting Ji Xingyi to suddenly say this.
“Jiang Lin did indeed control my life, and even my mind, to some extent.” Ji Xingyi looked up again, sweat dripping from his hair.
“I am not loved by my parents, I have no friends, and my world revolves around Jiang Lin.”
Before regaining his memories, Ji Xing only knew that Jiang Lin was hiding something from him, and he never imagined that the person he loved most had been plotting against him all along.
Wang Zhe looked at Chen Jiangqiao, wondering why he couldn't understand a word of what the two of them were saying.
"You know everything? Then why do you still..." like him... Chen Jiangqiao didn't understand.
“Everything you see is from an outsider’s perspective. You’re right about some things, but not all of them,” Ji Xingyi replied very seriously. “You only see the harm Jiang Lin has done to me. You don’t know how much Jiang Lin has sacrificed for me.”
“You may not realize it, but Jiang Lin is an extremely proud person. He despises all humans, but he is willing to do anything for me.”
In his dream, Ji Xingyi saw Jiang Lin's true power, a power so terrifying that it was beyond human comprehension.
Ji Xingyi knew that if Jiang Lin wanted to, she would have absolutely no way to resist.
Yet this person allowed himself to do whatever he wanted with his body.
Love is sex, and sex is love.
"Even if the harm and the sacrifice are equal, can they offset each other?" Chen Jiangqiao put himself in Ji Xingyi's shoes and absolutely could not tolerate Jiang Lin's mental manipulation of him.
It's like stabbing someone and then healing them. The wound is completely healed, but the damage is real.
Can this offset it?
“He doesn’t understand,” Ji Xingyi said with a bitter smile. “He doesn’t know, he can’t.”
In the dream, Ji Xing heard Jiang Lin say, "I was created by you. Don't you know whether I have human emotions or not?" He knew then that he couldn't bring himself to hate her.
The term "artificial human" explains everything.
"Jiang Lin is fighting against the entire new world for my sake!" Ji Xingyi didn't know exactly what Jiang Lin had done, but he could sense it and guess what it was.
After a long silence, Chen Jiangqiao said slowly to Ji Xingyi, "But have you ever thought that your life would be better without Jiang Lin? You would have many friends, you wouldn't be lonely, you might not get sick, and you might even... get married and have children."
“Someone said the same thing not long ago.” Ji Xingyi slowly stood up.
"All your suffering is brought to you by the devil; you would have been living a very happy life."
"But without Jiang Lin, I died when I was 7 years old."
Ji Xingyi took another firm step: "My mother doesn't like me. She wants to kill me. If it weren't for Jiang Lin, I would be dead now, and you wouldn't be where I am today."
That year, Ji Wanzhi, for the first time ever, took Ji Xingyi and Lin Rui'an on a family trip abroad.
Ji Wanzhi deliberately chose to ski at the remote Albert Snow Mountain, and then found a suitable opportunity to coax the young Ji Xingyi away from the ski resort and into the depths of the snow mountain. She then made up an excuse to leave the boy in the cold snow.
Ji Xingyi didn't quite remember what Ji Wanzhi said at the time, but he always remembered that Ji Wanzhi told him to wait for her to come back.
The young boy watched his mother's figure gradually disappear, watched the heavy snow fall from the sky, watched Ji Wanzhi's footprints be completely covered by snowflakes, and watched the snow-white world disappear without a trace.
Young Ji Xingyi didn't know what it meant; he only knew that he had to wait for his mother.
What if he runs off and his mother can't find him?
He almost died while waiting.
A 7-year-old child can already remember things.
Although Ji Xingyi didn't understand at the time, he remembered it clearly. As he grew older, he gradually realized that it was not an accident.
They gradually realized that it was Ji Wanzhi's conspiracy.
He also gradually realized that his mother wanted to kill him.
Without Jiang Lin, there would be no Ji Xingyi as we know her today.
He had long since frozen to death, frozen to death in the snow.
Perhaps the bodies will remain on the vast snow-covered mountains, unable to return home.
No, he didn't have a home.
"Jiang Lin may have done something that caused me to get sick, but that's not the cause of my illness."
The root of the suffering lay in Ji Wanzhi, in his birth.
Ji Xingyi: "Chen Jiangqiao, I don't like the word 'taming'."
"I can feel pain and pleasure."
Having lived to the age of twenty-one, perhaps these pains were caused by Jiang Lin's actions, but the only happiness I experienced was also given to me by Jiang Lin.
Even though Jiang Lin schemed against him, even though he was in great pain, pained that the person he loved most had schemed against him.
But he simply couldn't hate Jiang Lin, and he simply couldn't help feeling sorry for her.
Under the influence of Qingxi Tea, the intertwining of dreams and reality tormented Ji Xingyi's soul, causing him excruciating pain. Yet, the most brutal act his body instinctively committed was merely tormenting Jiang Lin in bed.
"You said that Jiang Lin is mind-controlling me. I really can't tell whether I like Jiang Lin because I'm being mind-controlled, or because I'm attracted to Jiang Lin myself."
"I was confused before, but now I understand why we need to make such a clear distinction. No matter which one it is, the result is the same. I like Jiang Lin."
Whether in dreams or in reality, he loved Jiang Lin.
I liked it 3 years ago, and I like it even more now.
Ji Xingyi looked into Chen Jiangqiao's eyes and said, word by word, "Jiang Lin doesn't understand, but I can teach him."
No one is born knowing how to love.
“You can abandon him, but I cannot.”
Even if Jiang Lin betrays the whole world, he will never leave Jiang Lin.
"I can not do it."
"I don't want to either."