Chapter 120 Unforgivable
Chapter 120 Unforgivable
Xin Yu noticed Chu Xinglan's displeasure and quickly explained, "Miss Chu, I know it's a bit abrupt of me to ask you this, but I can tell you responsibly that A Yuan is a good man."
"A good man?" Chu Xinglan sneered inwardly. "Maybe that's true for you, but it's not true for me."
Chu Xinglan didn't speak, but simply gazed at Xinyu quietly.
“A-Yuan and I both come from the countryside. We grew up in the same village. His mother died early, and his father later remarried. On the surface, the woman treated him very well and like her own son, but behind his back, she tormented him every day. After the woman gave birth to a son, she became even more cruel to him. As for me, my parents divorced and started their own families. They ignored me and left me to be cared for by my grandmother. We were in the same boat and relied on each other. When we got a little older, we ran away from the village together. We suffered a lot outside. We worked as child laborers, were bullied, beaten, and even deceived and almost sold to have our organs harvested.”
“We grew up in this environment. Once, I was almost assaulted by a bad guy. He was beaten bloody and saved me. I cried my eyes out when I saw him covered in injuries. After that, he was determined to learn martial arts so that he would be able to protect me. The days of martial arts training were also very hard, but he gritted his teeth and persevered. As the days went by, we thought that the hard times were finally over, but who knew that suffering would always follow the unfortunate.”
“A serious illness has once again plunged us, who had just crawled out of the mud, back into the abyss. Although A Yuan didn’t say anything, I was tired. I didn’t want to go through those hardships again, and I didn’t want to burden A Yuan anymore. Without me, he would probably be more relaxed than he is now.”
As Xinyu spoke, tears streamed down her face.
Chu Xinglan gazed at her, seemingly seeing her determination.
She wanted to find a way out, but she couldn't bear to leave Lu Yuan and was afraid he would be heartbroken. So, she wanted to find another woman to stay by Lu Yuan's side in her place. The only other woman by Lu Yuan's side besides her was Chu Xinglan, so she chose Chu Xinglan.
But... that's just wishful thinking on her part.
"What do your suffering have to do with me? Why do you think I have to fall in love with him just because I pity you?"
Chu Xinglan gave a cold laugh.
Xin Yu stared at Chu Xinglan in surprise.
Perhaps she also realized that the girl in front of her was different from what she looked like.
Chu Xinglan continued to sneer, "Besides, if I really fell in love with him, where would I be placed? He has a childhood sweetheart, a white moonlight, and even if you die, he will always remember you. But I am the third party who cannot fit in. How ridiculous! How desperate for love must I be to do something so foolish?"
Xinyu was startled and suddenly realized that her thoughts were naive and selfish.
"I'm sorry, I don't have that much. I just want A-Yuan to not be so sad after I leave. I just don't want to drag him down anymore."
Xin Yu became sad, realizing that this serious illness had changed her appearance beyond recognition.
"If you don't want him to be sad, then treat him well every day." Chu Xinglan paused for a moment after saying this, but... she didn't want him to live too long.
Is she conflicted too?
"Lu Yuan wants to earn more money to cure your illness, so your illness isn't completely incurable, is it?"
Chu Xinglan looked at her.
“But for us, the cost of treatment is astronomical. Even if A Yuan works his hardest, it won’t be enough. So… that’s why I don’t want him to suffer any longer. It may seem like hope, but it’s actually out of reach.”
Xinyu burst into tears again.
Chu Xinglan let her cry and vent her emotions. She must have been suppressing her feelings for a long time, and finally had someone to confide in, so she couldn't stop herself. So why would Chu Xinglan stop her?
Seeing that she had cried enough, Chu Xinglan said, "Cherish the days you have together, who knows whether tomorrow or disaster will come first?"
What if the man you care about dies before you?
Xin Yu didn't understand Chu Xinglan's last words, and she stared blankly at Chu Xinglan.
Just then, the door was pushed open, and Lu Yuan returned with some cooked food. The first thing he saw was his girlfriend with red eyes.
"Xinyu, what's wrong with you?" He then looked at Chu Xinglan with an unfriendly gaze, as if Chu Xinglan had bullied his girlfriend.
Chu Xinglan shrugged indifferently.
That's ridiculous. What does it have to do with me?
“Ah Yuan, it has nothing to do with Miss Chu. I just felt sad because I was thinking about my own illness.” Xin Yu pulled Lu Yuan along.
Lu Yuan then put aside his hostility towards Chu Xinglan and apologized, "I'm sorry, Miss Chu, I was just too nervous and that's why I misunderstood you."
Chu Xinglan remained silent.
Lu Yuan then looked at Xin Yu, his voice softening considerably.
"Xinyu, you will get better. I have saved enough money to send you to the hospital for surgery."
Xinyu just smiled faintly and didn't say anything.
Lu Yuan took out the cooked food and placed it on a small table, then asked Chu Xinglan, "Miss Chu, would you like to have something to eat here for lunch?"
"No, you can eat slowly."
Chu Xinglan spoke with a sullen face, then turned and left.
Their lives are hard, they've suffered so much, what does that have to do with her? Why are you morally blackmailing her? Did she cause their suffering? Just because you've suffered so much, does that mean I have to be dragged into it too? What kind of nonsense is that?
Chu Xinglan was overwhelmed with emotion. For the first time, she realized that revenge was not as simple as she had imagined. If it were just a matter of literal difficulty, it wouldn't be a problem. But this involved psychological difficulties.
Should she seek revenge on Lu Yuan? After all, he did nothing in this life; he was just an ordinary man tormented by suffering, who loved a sick woman. Should she really hold him accountable for the debts from her past life?
Chu Xinglan suddenly felt a little dazed, and she walked forward numbly.
"Miss Chu." At this moment, Lu Yuan chased after her from his home. He came to apologize to her. "I'm sorry, Miss Chu. I was just too worried about Xin Yu, which is why I misunderstood you."
"You've already apologized, there's no need for you to come all this way to apologize again," Chu Xinglan said coldly.
Lu Yuan was stunned. He hadn't expected Chu Xinglan's attitude to suddenly become so cold. He scratched his head, wondering if it was really because his attitude had hurt her.
"Miss Chu..."
Chu Xinglan was about to walk forward when she suddenly saw a car speeding towards her.
She looked at the little baby standing next to her.
No, it cannot be forgiven!
Although he hasn't made any mistakes in this life, it doesn't mean he hasn't done those things. Her life and her baby have all been ruined by this man.
Chu Xinglan glared at him and shoved Lu Yuan, who was standing next to her, into the speeding car.
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